Thursday, December 03, 2009

hoah, finally i just decided to publish my relationship with Alex :)
He is the sweetest guy ever, haha. His sweet kinda reduced because I just can predict his move. TOO BAD LEXY! :P btw, because of the publication also, i've just found out that one of my blog friend in tabulas is alex's school mate. what a small world. HAHA

<3 my life

i've been procrastinating from 7 to 9 o'clock. OH NO !!! >_<

what we could have been, 8:59 PM.

Monday, November 23, 2009

"We cannot learn without pain."
Aristotle

After being so careless with my school stuff. I decided it's just not me, letting myself to earn bad grades. I'm just not a type of geek who study 24/7, but being too careless, doing things last minute, not study for exam, I guess it's not good. I don't want to take my parent's belief for granted. :)

Btw, this quote represents about me having a hard time when i met my proffesor. I wanted to fix my paper, at least A- for the second draft. It's my major assignment. It took me an hour to realize that "wow, i really need to use some effort to do this and not think the assignment as a waste"

However I feel good for having the hard time cause it makes me realize that i am alive ! yay !

<3 my life

*so excited my baby is going back within 2 days ! woohoo :) SAPIKUUUU

what we could have been, 6:17 PM.

yey! :)
holiday is coming and pooh is soon gonna be back too, patiently waiting for him to be here. picking his up on the 25th and k deddy for good, c indah will accompany him for her holiday. sik asik asik :)

being a lil bit more ambitious with cooking, i cooked fish with tomatoes on top, it tastes good but i forgot to put salt (nob!) haha. my garlic bok choy goes well too :)
even though i love to cook, but i'm just still afraid to cook for others, no clue, might just not confidence enough (yet!)

btw as usual, i'm a pretty fb stalker (ga lah yah) hahaha. i just like to see pictures and depending upon my view. i feel like 1 generation under me, generally they all are so fashionistah. well, maybe it's just me who is being to careless with what i'm wearing :D shouldn't be that way anymore tho, i'm learning to see what i'm wearing. at least don't ask me to leave my sneaker + shirt + jeans. it's my love, wearing skirt or dress in certain occasion still ok. hair dyer your hair? sorry it's not me, put same make up? well, we'll see. there's a time for me wanting to be a lil girly look. i just want people to like me from inside part not the way i look :)

<3 my life and my POOH!

what we could have been, 10:55 AM.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

oh God, i'm sorry for hating myself :(
i don't know why i keep cursing my assignment while i have the time to do it but i'm just way way too lazy to do it :(
blame on me blame on me
i hate to feel this way

haiz

God help me, i need You

what we could have been, 9:27 PM.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

lg d complab kerja, rencana mo bikin paper. bener2 super ga niat :( itu everlasting paper yg super menjijaikan. HOWEVER, after bbm an with kk and liat2 foto kk lg..
duh gw seneng bgt bentar lg kk gw mo married, walau kk gw ud bukan milik gw lagiii sepenuhnya. *tarik2 kk* ud jadi milik bininya jg,, huuu,,, LOL. they are totally two different characteristics but i hope they will have a very happy marriage dan beranak cucu yg cantik2 dan ganteng2, keren seperti aunty na iniii :DD

<3 you bro n sis :)

what we could have been, 4:59 PM.

Friday, November 20, 2009

first of all, i'd like to thank GARRY TAN WIRYAWAN so much !!

for helping me in doing my everlasting mgmt 320

talking about using bb, finally i just start using bb. got a good and negative point by using it.

it's way way way easier to keep in touch with people around the world *gaya*. for example my beloved brother, now we are able to contacting with each other more often. with lexy also and to be updated with email. the bad thing is now i can feel what lexy feel, to wake up in the morning and you get tons of notification about this and that. it's so headaching when your phone centlang centling all the time. on the other hand, seneng dong klo org yg dtunggu2 yg contact :DD

thanks to globalization, orang jaman dulu jaman na lumpia lawan bakpia, mana ada orang pacaran yg bisa telponan tiap hari *pelototin kk gw yg punya pacar d syd dan dy d sea*. jaman dulu smua harus sabarr sabarr dan sabarr, makana mungkin mereka udah nikah jadi awet, karena 22na sama2 sabar. HAHA. klo jaman skrg jaman instant. chat sama temen yg d indo ga susah ada bb, sms, email. telpon dulu bisa berojol2 mahalnya skrg murah meriah pake XL, ceceng per-menit (promosi). the thing that i have to keep in my mind is BE PATIENT !! klo ga dbales lgsg, harus sabar,,, klo telat harus sabar, pokoknya sabarrrrrrrrrrr :))

ntar waktu gw 3 bulan d indo jg harus sabar buat contact2an sama lexy dsini. selain emang beda 15 jam, dy jg bakal repot sama kerja, skolah (mungkin ya?). gw ga boleh ga sabaran atau sensi2 apalagi mikir yg jelek2. i believe in him :) and i'll try my best to be the best for my sapi ! *moooo* :)

can't wait till alex balik sini, jd bisa ke portland. shoppingggg,, gw pengen gelang tiffany :(( i miss wearing bracelet :(((

<3 my life~

what we could have been, 9:04 PM.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

okay, today is the most super loaded day
3 papers are waiting for me to be done today.

ferna pasti bisa :)

nge blog ga bakal bikin jd ga bisa kok, tenang aja. i know i can and God will never give me this if He knows that I couldn't handle this. He knows me better than myself :)

kmaren lexy pulang, dan kita nyampe airport super telat, dy ud queue trakhir gt dan dy harus lari2. haha. he will be back by novemebr 25th or 26th. bentar lagi paling dy nyampe Taipei. it's the time for him to do his stuff and myself to do my stuff.

feel lil frustrated cause i lost my friend's s# again, ud beratus2 kali gw tanya. jd rasana biarin aja deh ga ada bb plan. toh masih bisa contact2 dengan cara lain, dan itu bisa buat nge test :)

i'll be home a lot, i believe. ddukung dengan udara yang buruk rupa penuh dengan hujan rintik2 yg bikin kepala pusing dan alhasil karena tonsil bengkak skrg gw flu. tadi malem untuk pertama kalinya setelah bertahun2 ga pernah mimisan, akhirnya idung gw yg kanan berdarah >_<

gpp, ferna kuat :)

walau hari ini superloaded and super rush buat ini itu, i thank God ud bisa nyampe skiolah dengan selamat, sundobu yg ud gw idam2kan dari kmaren malem jg td gw ud sempet makan :)

makasih Tuhan for loving me so much :))

<3 my life

waktunya kembali ke dunia asli !! SEMANGAT FERNAAA :)))

what we could have been, 12:22 PM.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

nge blog itu ada baiknya ada engga nya yah (maaf blog :P)
ini ud lagi stress stress pasti kerjaannya jd pengen nge blog terus, padahal kalau dpikir2 daripada buat nge blog mending waktunya buat bikin tugas (nob, masih d lanjutin lagi) ahyak ahyak.

ga lah, ga stress kok :)

i am okay !

what we could have been, 10:00 AM.